If you think I'm trolling please just move on. I have something private to ask and I can't ask anyone in real life. My much-elder cousin (40) had a job interview in my hometown and my mom offered him to stay with us instead of in a hotel (he's broke). We put a camp bed in my room and the 1st night was...
show more If you think I'm trolling please just move on. I have something private to ask and I can't ask anyone in real life. My much-elder cousin (40) had a job interview in my hometown and my mom offered him to stay with us instead of in a hotel (he's broke). We put a camp bed in my room and the 1st night was okay. Last night my mom and sister were out and I turned in early because I was a bit feverish. I took some meds and slept pretty well until I was awoken by some movements, and finally I realized that my cousin was groping me with one hand and ejaculating on my chest. I pushed him away and locked myself in the bathroom to clean myself. He had lifted up my shirt (my chest was bare when I woke up), but I put it in a plastic bag and didn't clean it. My point is, should I tell anyone? I suppose my shirt could serve as an evidence, but would it cause a big mess that can bite me in the back? He might say I consented, and nothing except embarrassment would come of it (after all he didn't go *that* far). I'm a guy, 21, with a girlfriend back in college. I'd feel ashamed if she (or anyone) knows. I'd also feel awkward with my family. On the one hand I feel angry, sad, violated, and want to report him, but I'm worried with the repercussions. Is it better to keep this for myself? He's gone and I'll be back to my dorm on Monday (we didn't talk and I slept in my sister's room, saying our cousin snored), and a part of me just wants to forget this. Any advice would be appreciated. Thanks.